October 21, 2009

I said I'm positive goddamnit

So here I am to prove to you all that my life isn't total misery and doom. You see, it's not even that way 80% of the time, I'm actually rather cheery sometimes. Or, you know, just numb.

Anyway, I didn't have anything particular in mind today as I'm trying to do at least 2 things at once--both of which very important--and frankly I'm about to pass out on my keyboard. So here's an omnibus of happy things I've been thinking about/gotten into lately.

For example, you may notice sometimes my mood deteriorates drastically when it's gloomy outside. I'm obviously an emphatic tree or maybe nature's just emphatic to me. I think I just maybe SAD. But lately it's been nice out! ...a little too nice for October and I'm suspicious. I took fun fun fotos and maybe I'll post them one day.

My room mate's mirror broke and I'm assuming at some point she'll step on a stray piece of glass. I said happy things, I didn't say nice.

I'm going to dye my hair white. How the hell do I go about this? Bleach and toner. Maybe with a tasteful dash of orange or something, I don't know.

I bought some black soap so I can stop looking haggard and start appreciating myself again...and to appreciate myself I have to take good care of myself. Doing good things like eating and drinking regularly, maybe sleeping.

School doesn't actually suck completely. I know I bitch about my philosophy class for being populated with assholes but fine, whatever, I'm always going to have that one crap class. Spring semester my American Literature II prof was gonna make me escort him to an early grave, this year my philos prof may make me do the same. I did a little *slap slap shake* on myself and I've decided, if I can't legally beat his ass I might as well pass the class and never have to take it again.

I think overall my schedule is pretty good anyway. I love my literature classes and save humanities courses my general education doesn't really suck as much as it did around this time last year. Oh god did it suck.

Life doesn't actually suck completely either. People compliment me on my hair and shoes almost daily now, and I finally get the attention I so crave. Well, my hair does anyway.

I still have friends in real life. I may have more as I'm having to turn away from the internet more & more often.

My parents love me & I love them.

We have brown squirrels.

I have really easy papers this semester...so far.

I've been taking some cursory looks around the blogosphere & I noted we're doing our annual racist/bigoted halloween costume round up. As a super atheist (TM) you probably don't know this but I don't celebrate anything. None. Nothing. I just don't. I don't dislike Halloween but I dislike racist ass costumes and the people that try to defend them, just letting you know.

...okay I celebrate Arbor Day year round.

I think that's about it for now. I hope you're all living long & prospering too. You can tell me something good.

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